Reminiscing
April 11, 2005April 11, 2004 was Easter Sunday, the highest celebration in the Church Calendar. A day to remember the resurrection of the Lord. A day every Christian looks forward to.
Heck the only reason I was looking forward to Easter Sunday when I was younger was so that I could finally eat meat again! And I thought it would still be the same last year. Boy, was I wrong. Dead wrong.
A year ago today, on an Easter Sunday, my more than seven-year relationship ended. My relationship with the guy whom I’ve been with since our junior years in high school. The guy who promised never to hurt me, never to leave my side called it quits. OK so I was the one who ended it, technically but it was him who wanted to end it.
I felt betrayed, even cheated. It ended without any caveat on his part, no explanations. Up until now, with both of us being in new relationships, he still refuses to talk to me and tell me why.
I am no longer bitter about what happened. The pain still lingers but I’m happier now. Definitely I am. The person I am with right now makes me happy in a way I never thought possible.
But let me reminisce. Just this once. Let me look back at what once was. Let me shed tears for what could have been and what will no longer be.
For afterwards, I will be happy.
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